Adventurous New Year's Eve

   The New Year's Eve was close. I was missing him so much, remembering all the time the great times we spend together. I was walking on the street so many times and i was smiling by my self, lost in my world. Obi was making me feel so happy all the time. I was addicted to the attention he was giving me. At any time he would call me i would go hypnotized in front of the computer and we were looking at each other for hours, without carrying about what time it is. We used to spend many hours talking on the phone and even more hours watching each other on cam . Sometimes he will fall asleep and i will continue keeping the camera on. He was the one waking me up in the morning and the one telling me good night, every night, for 4 months. He used to wake up by 5 am in Vienna so that he will call me and make me wae up by 6 my time. He will not allow me until i did not get off the bed. I miss heaving somebody to wake me up in the morning. He was the only one succeeding it. No matter how many alarm i put, no matter who is calling me to make me wake up, i can never make it to wake up in time now. I'm always late, unless i have something important to do like a plane to catch. 

   Obi posted a picture of himself on facebook and Alex recognized some of my things in the picture. At first i did not want to admit it but later i told him that we are together. They fight . After some hours i could hear from Obi. Both of them had different stories about what happened. 

   We knew that we cannot meet in Obi's house and most of the hotels were booked for that period of time or extremely costly. I told him that i better go to Vienna and see my man this time, because of my child. That day he got an apartment and i took a train to Vienna. There was no heat yet in all the rooms . I arrived there in the morning. We smoked in the living room and he told me how much he wants to have his dick in my pussy. I told him I am going to make a shower and that i will be waiting for him to join me. I went to shower where there was no light yet. He put the flashlight n his Nokia phone and placed it on the bathroom closet. I brought the Durex Play along with me and i used it to moisten his dick > He fucked me from behind while i was leaning against the sink with my elbows on the edge. It was great to feel his huge dick again inside of me. He was desiring me as much as i did and that was making both of us to feel intense pleasure. I was feeling that our connection was special, that we were meant for each other, then i remembered he was doing the same thing with another woman. That cut all the fun and i couldn't feel any pleasure, I couldn't cum again. 

    He later went out and I was boring of waiting for him so much then i opened his laptop and started chatting with my friend. Then i saw P.E. is online and i realized his skype was open, Then i started reading his conversations with her there. Later I decided to start chatting with her.

-Hi baby how are you ?I said. She replied then I asked her when do we meet again.I called her and i did not know she cannot see me because she was on mobile. I later told her is me talking from Obi's laptop and she said is not possible. She did not believe me that I am in Vienna with him. Obi soon called me and told me to stop chatting with P. E.

     Obi spend much more time outside that afternoon. He called me and told me he is coming soon. Then i received a message from P.E. where she told me she was with Obi. I was so angry with him. She said that she got my number from his phone while went to toilet to talk with me.. 

And then I grew up XD

PUSSY meant a Cat.

SEX meant a Gender

BITCH was a Female dog

DICK was a Name!


BC was a Nick Name!

RUBBER was nothing but an Eraser!

ASS was an Animal


SCREW was just a Tool

HEAD meant part of a Body.

BALLS meant a Round Toy.

NUTS meant Dry fruits.

69 was just a Number.
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& then I grew up XD

New Year's Eve disasters

    I just hate the New Year 's Eve. I never had a good new year from what i can remember. Looking back 7 years ago i was in a rented house and i told my boyfriend that he is not allowed to come because i was afraid he will want to have sex with me and i was ashamed, so i watch a bad scary movie and slept off. What an irony that during that time i was running away from sex and now i'm addicted. The next year we had a home party and you were ignoring me and you made me feel so bad. I later found out you were jealous because i was talking with your  Romanian friends that you invited yourself. When we finally  went to bed you were thinking that you did not achieve anything that year and rejected me from heaving sex with me. The next year we were at home with friends and at midnight we took a taxi to Reumaplaz to watch the fireworks and then we came back home. A year later we were in the church and Chima was playing the drums, we fight that night because you were giving more attention to other woman more then me . 2 years ago u left me alone at Eva's house and later send me to go home while you went to a party with your good friend that betrayed you. Last year i thought that another man will take a better care of me but he already made plans to spend the new year with another woman while telling me he was going to work. But i found out in time and came back to you just on the new year's eve. You went out again to party with friends. You asked me if i want to come with you but the grief i was feeling made me to prefer to stay at home, I couldn't stand you at that time, but i had no choice but to come back to you. 

    This year i am home, and i will be working on the new year. I have to promise myself that next year i will be in Paris or Vienna or at least in a mountain resort.

     My dream new years eve is with a man that will adore me, for which i will mean the world and that is capable to make me feel like i'm the only girl in the world and nothing else, but my happiness matters. Is it too much to ask for? At least once.
    Next year I will be the one making the plans and decide who deserves to spend that special moment with me!!! I will not let faith and random to full with my life any more. It's time for me to take action. Watch out guys!

4 days of love

  I found a hotel near  his house so that he can easily come to me. I arrived to Viena in the evening and he was waiting for me at the bus stop. I was wearing my purple fur and i was freezing. He warmed my hands and then we smoked a cigar together. Then the driver came and we could get inside the bus where it was warm. We stopped at Westbanhof and from there we entered a bus. I was so stressed that Alex will see me that I forgot to take my bag. I went ahead and Obi took it for me We used tram to reach the hotel. I wore the white panties he asked me to wear for him. He removed my jeans and he fucked me hard and deep. The first time was painful. We had sex about 5 times that day. The room had mirrors both on the wall and  at the headboard and i could watch him get into me from different angles. It was so exciting. He went home and cooked and brought the food so that we can eat together. The food was tasty as he was a good cook. We ate together at the table. Then we smoked and then sat on the bed, hugged, with no worries.
     I was feeling guilty for the 1st time that i was cheating on Alex, maybe because this time i was so close to his house. He called me and I was trying to cut it short so that he will not finish my credit and then not be able to call me and start asking for my family where I am. Before, I was the one begging for him to talk with me on phone more and he was always in a hurry, cutting the phone long before 1 minute, trying to make me believe that he wanted to spare his cents, but that did not make any sense. Now he noticed the change in my behavior and the roles changed. I was trying to find an excuse to cut the phone and the more I was trying the more he wanted to lengthen the conversation. I told him "I love you, bye" while Obi was in the bed with me, thinking that he will understand that i had to say that so that Alex will not become suspicious. Obi did not say anything about that.
   The next morning  we took a shower together in the small cabin. Then we made love again. I was laying on the bed with my elbows on the framing of the bed. He started fucking he from behind and we were about the cum when the maid knocked and then open the door. He stopped and we did not know what to do. I did not want him to stop, I wanted him to keep moving and continue giving me pleasure so I said out loud:
-10 minuten bite! and she left and he continued fucking me and came so long, endless waves of cum filling my pussy. We went the the hotel's bar downstairs so that she can clean the room. We had a drimk and smoked then we went back to room and smoked ganja. He told me to use my fingers and caress his body that he feels great. I couldn't understand why I never felt anything when smoking ganja so I inhaled it deeper. He was hungry and we ate some wraps from McDonald's. I thought i was going to choke because although i was trying i couldn't chew the food and swallow.The music started sounding different and it was disturbing me. I covered my face with the blanked so that no one will see the dumb smile on my face that I couldn't stop. I was angry that I couldn't control my face muscles and make the ridiculous grin disappear.There, under the blanket I was trying to force my mouth to close or at least cover it.  Each sound was producing an annoying vibe in my body. I couldn't stand it so i asked him to turn it off. I felt like i was levitating above the bed or i am flying . All kind of thoughts were going through my mind with a tremendous speed. I couldn't sleep and i couldn't stop my mind from roaming into its darkest corners. I hated it and I wanted it to stop so I asked Obi to fuck me again but he was more carried away than me. He started ticking me and I hated him for doing it because I couldn't stop laughing. It was awful. Finally he decided to fuck me so that he will help me get rid of this terrible mood. I couldn't move at all and the sex did not help me this time. I continued flying over the bed with the speed of a ray of light, twisting and feeling light as a feather.I only remember Obi escorting me to the taxi that drove me to airport the next morning . In the flight i had the flashes of the same feelings i experienced the night before.