A few hours with David

    And my lips were magic. You were becoming more and more harder . You begged me not to stop but you wasn't wearing a protection at the moment and I don't like to risk . I said I want to feel you in me. And you gave it to me hard and deep while I was laying on my back and you were sitting on your knees. I was shy to look at you as you opened the condom and you rolled it. You looked I me , maybe hoping I was watching. I think you were disappointed that I wasn't. I wish I was so I can have a better memory of the moment. But I was keeping my eyes closed most of the time. I felt your hardness pressing against my body and got sooo wet. It was soo good. I was getting more and more wet. I was happy that I had you. You are so hot and you look soo good. Why were you trembling when you were removing my cloths? You asked me if I want to take a shower. I didn't dare to tell you that I washed myself when I went to bathroom. I also didn't dare to tell you that I would loooove to make a shower with you. You came and you said enthusiastically " you make me finish ".Then you stood up and went to throw the condom and wash your hands in the bathroom. You came back to bed and we smoked a cigarette together and we discussed trivial things while i was resting my head on your chest and playing with your hair, caressing you. I was wondering if you want a second round. I was afraid you will not. And I did not know how to ask you. So I started touching your chest your arms, going down to your boxers. You were hard again and  you sat on your knees while I was laying on my belly . And you got so deep in me that it got painful so I had to turn to one side. I was moaning of pleasure and you asked me if I like it and I said yes but I feel pain too. I was feeling weird to lay naked so I asked you for something to cover my body. You brought me a towel. We smoked another cigarette and you said that you need to make a shower because you have to go to work. I did not know how to tell you that I would like to take a shower with you. You wore your boxers and realized they were upside down, so you took them off and put them on again. I lied to you that I don't know the road to the subway just so that I will spend a few more minutes with you. You agreed to drop me at the station and we walked fast. Elena was waiting for me inside. So I kissed you. You said that you will charge your phone and call me the next day. And we said goodbye.

Fighting with my mind

    I think I am in love with a fantasy of mine. Because I don't know anything about yo . About how you really are . I told you you are sweet and you didn't like that. .. I think u wanted to look rough but it couldn't work because you really are sweet. All my thoughts about you are based on how I interpreted what you said and done. But nothing is real, because you don't get to know somebody after 2-3 hours we spend in bed. It was good. You were revolted that I came with my friend to meet you. But when I got into your bed you started trembling ... was it because of the emotion you felt or because of the excitement? You undressed me and you kissed my breasts ... I felt so relaxed ... so free with you. You were so emotional that you were finding it difficult to get hard ... You touched me with your fingers ... you kissed me and finally you gave up. You sat up and you told me to help you get hard ... so I did ....

I'll tell you more later